Jingyi :D

for some reasons, i hate staying at home. every second at home makes me feel sick, empty. it's not because im not close to my family nor because i've got nothing to do. idk why. i thinkkkkkkkkkkkkkk, it's probably cause im looking forward and waiting for something that will never happen to happen. so i try to stay out of home for as long as i can, to get some distractions. but at the end of the day, i'll still get home feeling the same. so, my life really isnt as boring/sucky like how i've always complained it to be (at least i know that). cause even if im at home for only one day per week, i'll still feel like crap. this is so annoying. no, i am so annoying. i seriously dont like school, but i hate whatever im living through now. maybe staying offline helps for at least i'll stop looking at it. so much for a change of direction huh.

anyway, one reason why i hate staying out of home is that I REALLY CANT STOP SPENDING!! every single time i go out with the intention of shopping for birthday presents, i subconsciously start shopping for my own stuffs instead. and then i have to go back another day to look for the presents.. and you know what. im not even rich to begin with. suckssssssss, i-so-totally-need-money. and then coffee's been getting sick, if not i wouldnt have felt so heart pain for my pocket. but coffee so poor thinggggggggg, and im always so strict and fierce towards him. poor coffee, i'll go sayang him. teehee.

:D when's school starting?
and when school starts, i can start complaining already.
in the middle of the night now and im hungry. maybe i should just sleep.

no, i should start planning on what to do for holiday in singapore. damn sian right. oh, i need to save up for overseas exchange program! like europe or something. that's gonna cost a bomb, but it'll be damn cool to get away from singapore for awhile. i havent been getting out of singapore (besides malaysia) for like forever? very cliche, but im gonna sing it. 'if i was a rich girl nanananananannaa, say i have all the money in the world, if i was a wealthy girllllll' haha, okay, satisfied. anyway so in the mean time, what can i do for holiday? went picnic with vic, kay and the dogs todayyy, failed can. east coast is like freaking hot, no wind, so much ants. but i still love picnic, it makes me excited (vic says i should use sexcited. hahahah). so im not entirely satisfied, another picnic?! i think coffee likes it. cause he gets to eat more. then next in line i can go over JB. but i need to renew my passport. my dad wants me to do it myself. any idea how? cant wait to change passport photo can, the photo i have right now is like taken when i was in primary five (or four?). but then again, you always look like crap in passport photo. with hair tuck behind ears, fringe not covering the eyebrows. then my beautifulllllllllllll bangs howwww.

teeehee, coffee so adorable.

hahahahaha, oh yaaaaaaa, sentosa! the sun, the wind and the sand in your toes. just hope i dont end up locking myself at home, on the bed, nose sticked onto the screen. anywayyyyyzzz, marissa's finishing her last paper 2mOLo. perfect. and then she is obliged to give me her time. can tell that she's excited already, always crapping away instead of studying, and cant stop going on and on about partayinggg. but isnt that nice, didnt know she's that humorous. i like. on the other handddddddddd, it's anje's turn to get busy. oh mann, havent really celebrated marissa's and vic's birthday. howwwwwww. omg, did i forget about hypernova fiesta? ya right, this saturday huh. but i can barely move my limbs, they're rusty, it's already very consoling that i dont have to walk with a walking stick. haha. okay fantastic. let's get sexy right nowwww.

oh ya. and movies, it's been agesssss since i last caught a movie? was it before school started? omg, this is unbelivable mann. i remember after a's i watch movie like nobody's business? and it was to the extent that i stared at the 'what's showing' screen frowning cause there isnt any movie that i've yet to catch. and yes, i havent caught whatever everyone have been talking about. 2012, new moon da da da. so, time to catch some movies! i can always watch online right, oh no, HOW ABOUT SLUMBER PARTY. omg, sounds damn greatzz. pajamas, movie, manicure, padicure, booze, stories and gossips! ha ha ha, and then i can start going on and on about hahahaha. okay. last but not least... booksss! i can start continuing my half read narnia. yes, stopped it right after school started too. and okay, i can get more books too! and that brings me to my least favourite holiday thing-to-do, work. didnt thought of it till my dad suggested it since im like wanting to spend. but i hate working though i love money. so uhhhhhh, i might TRY looking for a job, which should not clash with any of the plans i have or have not mentioned above.

Am I catching up to you
While your running away, to chase your dreams

cant stop playing minesweeper, especially when i got nothing else better to do. okay actually i do, just that i refuse to do them. when life gets you down do you wanna know what you've gotta do? just keep sweeping just keep sweeping. out of that chunky whole list of things i've done this week, last week, this month, last month, here i am talking about sweeping mines. that just shows that im not only just plain lazy but a retard and a weirdo who would rather talk about boring and uninteresting things and refuse to share her life with yaaaaaaa. yes you.

hi world. so i've adopted a cute lil dog name coffee! he's currently staying with me at my aunt's. and my dad wont allow us to bring him home! ): so when school starts, i wont have as much time with him. sigh.





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